Tuesday, July 29, 2003

What is more surprising than being on top again?!!! I really didn't expect to be on top in our 1st Pharmacology. I was just interested in knowing if I passed... the exam was really hard. and I couldn't comprehend it! Least of all my expectations was to be on the top again... Thank God! Everything is turning out perfect this school year. In most of my exams, I fairly managed to be on the list of topnotchers! Pathology, Psychiatry, Pharmacology, PBL 2nd quiz, except for Neuro (rank 11) & PBL 1st quiz (I have a high grade although not on top). Praise the Lord tlga!
I hope God will continuously provide me and my family with blessings.
I'm blessed to have better friends now who can really understand me and I can really relate to... without any malicious intent, without the limitations of being teased. Well, its all in the mind of the person who thinks about it. I just want clean friendship but then they blew it off. Maybe I reached my threshold. Friendship was supposed to be give and take. I tried my best to share clean friendship but then they failed my expectations... instead what they gave in return were words to put u down (although at first they were words of encouragement but then as time goes on it was turning into words of their own insecurities to bring you down). Actually I didn't loose anything. ... wait, maybe my time... they were a waste of time. I wasn't able to get a friendship connection. Parang... kanya kanya pla a... sige kanya kanya nlang. So sorry nlng... I did my best but yet there was no sign of growing friendship.
At least, i have friends now I can count on. They're better and they value you.

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